Cracker's Place by Cracker

Well, it's almost five a.m. here and most everyone has gone to bed...seems like the joint is mine...I brought Caddie Bug home with me to spend the night..she's asleep and I've been watching Snow White....Smoked way to many cigarettes and had more coffee than I needed..but hey, it's only my gut...I guess women shouldn't say 'gut' huh?..oh well...to late....I'm thinkin about gettin rid of this dog...tonight while I was watchin the kids she almost drove me crazy...I'm not one to coddle nothin'..I expect certain behavior and there is some I won't tolerate...that is one thing that is like a thread in my life, or my make-up as a person...some things I don't tolerate well...out of animals or humans....I think most people have good common sense and know how to act...some people like to test the waters and see how far they can go...here it's a little farther out you can wade because of shadowland ..that makes it different..but still its the same...if you are a jerk...then you can only hide the fact so long...then it will come clear...and if you push it it will only become clearer...thats what I like about life....like wearin make-up...you gotta take it off sometimes and when you do ...well you and everyone around can see the real you...how many in the house remember the old sayin about "give 'em enough rope"?...well it's true...I've made my fair share of mistakes...I've yelped when I shouldn't have..I have tried to apoligize for the ones I'm sorry for...but only the ones I'm sorry for...I'm still me and if I think it..I say it...I don't say things I don't mean and I mean the things I do say....I'm not as educated as most of you and so I feel kind of ignorant about alot of things...I'm uneducated..but not ignorant...thats the way I see it...I don't leave alot of comments at alot of places because of it...then again...I feel awkward..but I'm gettin over that and I got alot of people to thank for that..the list would be long if I wrote down eveyone that I have enjoyed meeting here...I was thinkin about it last night...or when ever my last other time was...it's kinda like bein in high school again...we are ageless here in shadow land....the spirit roams free.....I've had the wildest crushes on the more than one ole boy around here...but its really harmless...I ain't serioous about none of it...it just feels good to feel good and there ain't nothin like a crush on someone to make you feel better about anything...when I was young I thought if I didn't fall in love three times a month it was a slow month...sometimes more....I love a flirt as I've said before...I don't think that is something anybody grows out of or away from...I remember one time when I was a young wife I had a woman tell me the best way to keep a husband happy was to think about your boyfriend...I think she had a point...a womens mental make-up is so different from a mans....you gotta keep a low fire goin all the time...just about a simmer...I'm old now and none of this chit makes a difference to me...I'm way over it....I'm happy and satisfied with my personal life just the way it is..I live alone and like it....I come and go as I please..I sleep and eat when I please..that suits me right down to the ground...all I need..I get right here....and that is the truth....Clint Eastwood did a movie that I'm real crazy about and its called "Heartbreak Ridge"..and in it is a line that aalways makes me laugh and think about my own life..everyone I know is "either freeze dried or doin' hard time"...I roll when I hear that...cause thats the way it is...then I found Blogstream...and a whole new world opened for me...and just like out here in the real world I have some people that I like alot and there are some that make my ass real tired...there are all kinds....but then I'm not eveyone's cup of tea either and I accept that...remember what my Momma said..."if you don't like my peachs...don't shake my tree"...I'm wired tonight...wired for sound...I'm goin to Bill's and see if I can hang out at his place for a few days..give my nerves a rest...so I won't be back for a few days...I will make it back for Saturday night cause there is an ole boy I'd like to do a slow dance with and I'm gonna see if he's around...I let this post get to long already and so I'm gonna hang it up for now...I love you guys and thanks for bein there..

Cracker