I'm goin' to bed soon...gonna go back down to the Lake in the mornin' ..have things to do and people to see...don't know for sure when I will be back...but soon..after the week-end...I have music out..so that should take care of that..the weather has cooled down here..only supposed to be 74 tomorrow....early fall...makes no difference...fall always follows summer...happens every time...kids y'all be good and I'll catch ya next time.. Cracker

I'm sittin' outside in this rain havein' a smoke just now and thought of something...
when I was younger I had limits on things...
a limit to how much shit I would take off anyone..
a limit to how much I willin' to put up with outta a man..
now when I was younger I had a very near limit to the mouth I would take off just anyone..
and men..well..I let those bastards walk all over me me before I set the limit...
seems its all reversed now...
I let people shit on me alot longer than I used to...
and a man ain't got much room at all...
don't take alot for me to write you off....
and that is in most cases of my life...
I'm so over it all...
feel like gettin' one of those dvd players for my car and headin'...maybe its the rain...
wouldn't take much today and I would crawl into the bottom of a bottle...
maybe a nap will pull me outta my funk
later kids Cracker

wonder why something said just in passing will wait til you lay down to sleep to crawl out and nibble at you?..kinda like a mouse...
weird isn't it?...happens to me all the time...maybe a way of robbing me of my sleep or my joy or both...I think its a devils work... ..so knowin' that I can forget about it..
I was gonna make a post about "stuff" and when I got back I found 1manview sittin' on my porch and that made me happy...least someone around here is willin' to visit me..lol..y'all know I'm kiddin' ...right?
anyway..again I have found a thing wasn't nothin' but a thang after all...
life goes on
reminds me of a guy I knew one time...
speakin' of guys...they make all kinds..
all kinds
this ain't got shit to do with what I had on my mind..
whacky tabackie will do it ever time...
I had "stuff" on my mind
like material posessions....
thinkin' back over the years..
over the "stuff" I've had to leave behind because for whatever reason...it had to be....lookin' back turns you to salt so you can't do that...no...you rake and you scrape and you do it again..and again and again..until one day you look around and wonder WTF...and just load yourself up and start enjoyin' life...
I enjoy life...where-ever I am...and what ever I'm doin'...I try to enjoy my life...
now some people don't care much for it...
I think I have a reason to be here..here where I am...I'm not quite sure what that reason is ...but I know there is a reason..so I'm gonna enjoy as much of life as I can...I find my pleasures in the small things in life...a babies smile..a bird song... a rainbow...soft rain...autumn leaves....music...every great gift in life is free...I have as much as any king in a palace...and I have nothing at all...my ass and my elbows... ...oh I guess I do have "stuff"...I have a storage shed bustin' at the seams and a three bedroom house half full or a little better and vandals have packed half that shit off..all kinds of "stuff"....had and have enough antiques to start a shop...but a long time ago I had to learn to turn my back on "stuff"....I've been down to nothin' but the clothes on my back a time or two...but never for very long and never that I don't end up just a little better off than I was the last time...I've had it happen more times than I've got fingers and toes...lordy...I set up my first apartment when I was 16...
don't stray there Cracker..

juice has got me....
anyway kids...the morale of the story is .."stuff" is just "stuff" and the world is full of it...so don't get so attached you can't walk off..it is after all just "stuff"...
Cracker