I'm cuttin' outta here tomorrow for sure...don't have a clue where I'm headed now...one thing about bein a bag lady...the world is a wide open place...and a bag lady is what I am...I don't even care any more...to tired and beat to care ...may take a day or two to get back to where I can be here on a regular basis..never can tell...maybe it will wean me off this thing...that would be just one less bell to answer...
we will see..
heatache by the number...trouble by the score....remember that song?
I'll do a post someday about it all...I am going to buy myself a big bottle of vodka...and it will "pacify my mind"...trouble in mind I'm blue...but I won't be blue always...cause the suns gonna shine in my back door someday...I'm beginning to doubt that....dreams don't come true and when they do they turn into night-mares....or you dangle like a fish on a hook...neither up nor down..in or out...just mid-air gasping for breath...thats why I wanted away...sort myself out...well...I'm still gonna do it..only it will be different than I thought..NEVER MAKE PLANS...my advise...take it or leave it...well kids...I'm outta here for now...you all have a good one..I'll smoke what I have and do the best I can..
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