I feel a whole lot of my Momma comein' out in me tonight...here in the real world and here in never-neverland...

first to handle business on the home front:...I wouldn't ask you for the sweat off your ass if I was dyin' of thirst...

and here in never-neverland:...I have lived long enough to know that when someone avoids you for no reason there is a reason and its usually not a good one...since I have thought long and hard on the matter I think maybe you have done something underhanded to me or you wouldn't be actin' the way you are actin'...

and you...well...I ain't even gonna open my mouth to you cause right now buddy anything I have to say would be to much...

and you...don't you open your mouth...

this is what hit me last night...

there is a beast that lives inside of me...he is called "longing and desire"...I have lulled him to sleep so please don't wake him with wispered promises of things that cannot be...for when he wakes he devours me...all night long he he torments me...he pulls me to the darkest pit and I cannot sleep because he won't release me...so ...please don't wake the beast inside of me if you don't plan to slay him....