my time...the night time...house is asleep...time to wind down....a word came to my mind tonight as I was layin across my bed gettin my granddaughter to sleep..."torments"...sometimes our thoughts are tormentors....what came across my mind was that I am free of that..it can have no more room than I allow it...seems silly to allow it at all once you see it in the light...so...after the baby went to sleep...I come in here...glass a wine...some smoke and I'm good to go...I think everything is for a reason...I have a reason to be here...what it is...I don't have a clue...just like...lookin' around me...my ex-daughter in law and two grandkids...a reason...there is a reason....I'm blonde to the bone...so I'm clueless...I just know there is a reason....I had almost made up my mind to do something against my nature...real close...but something happened...things are for reasons...just have to learn to be quiet and see what the reason is...it will un-fold in it's time...lesson for me...don't rush the bull...you 'll get a bad calf....I'm bad about rushin' the bull...bad...love you guys

Don't jerk me around babydoll, I stay in a better mood....I was raised on "the wrong side of the tracks"...and I used to hear it said.."shit, or get off the pot"....and that's kinda what I'm sayin' to you...and if you don't like my peaches...stop shakin' my tree....

mountain never looked so high....

or a creek so wide...

 

or a night as lonely...