I don't want no plastic saddle...I like to feel that leather when when I ride...

... and this is the up-side of it love ya...chat at ya later

Here I am...hidin' out...I feel like "shakey puddin" today though...yeah haw!!!...it don't get no better than this...then I think about that...shake my head in wonder at the roller coaster ride life is...I love it...the "highs" and the "lows"...thank God for you all that the lows are not as bad ...I can come in here and "sing" my heart out...let the pressure go...cry in my wine and let the steam release...slowly...until you're finally flattened out again and are ready for the next round...then...hey,hey,hey!!!...we get the "highs"...yeah haw!!!...I'm in my manic phase I think...hahahaha...this may not be a joke..."Doctor,Doctor...give me da news I gotta bad case of lovin' you"....anybody but me remeber that song?...if so, give it up cause I can't think of the name and would love to post it just now...yeah...this is a roller coaster we are on kids...I'm just here for the party...Just had a song hit my head and I'm into You Tube tryin to find it...so kick back and listen to whats on for the night...I love you guys..you are the best...

much better tonight...been a long day...all the way around...last night ended on a good note for me...I was glad...it had been a long lonesome night...always good to see that light peak through...subdued....that is how I feel...my word for the night I guess...love ya...chat at ya later..

adj.
1. quiet; inhibited; repressed; controlled: After the argument he was much more subdued.
2. lowered in intensity or strength; reduced in fullness of tone, as a color or voice; muted: subdued light; wallpaper in subdued greens.
3. (of land) not marked by any striking features, as mountains or cliffs: a subdued landscape