This place back here...Cracker's...it seems more personal...more private if there is such an animal on blogstream...no matter...this is my hide out...back here if I got the blues...I'm gonna write it...or play it...this is my enter circle...come in peace...LOL...what a night...just like Dr John is wailin' over at Midnight's ...got my wine and my happy...I am tired though...so I might knock off before day light...we shall see...we shall see...

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almost three here...just smoked the last of a good one...mellow mood...walking the streets of Blogstream...lookin in the windows...feel like some real laid back music...nothin comes to mind right now...maybe later...wanted a jazz piece called Midnight Blue...but can't find the copy I wanted..maybe later...I've had a nice week-end so far...tomorrow I'm going to buy material and re-do the cushions in the Chinook...pulled it around here yesterday and while I was sittin it I thought maybe it was time to make it more mine...so thats what I'm gonna be about this week...dollin my wagon up...it's about time for it all to come together for me...weather is turning to that beautiful melancholy autumn that I love...my time of the year..I love spring...summer rocks...winter is good but the fall of the year has my heart... “There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass” (Charles Kuralt)....somehow this is where my spirit lies...a vague empiness that can't find words to express...just a wind that passses over me...soft on my skin...every sad song haunting me...

Don't know if I will keep this or not...just wanted to write...but I relly don't want to put to much of myself out here tonight...shadow dance...hold people at arms length...knowing if you reveal your soul you will be sorry..so we shadow dance...sometimes the blog helps...sometimes to many people know you...so you can't come out...stand back in the shadows ....tonight I wrote it all out on paper...somehow that is still safer to me...I can write..then burn...then its over...purge my brain I guess...no...the blog took on a life of its own and so now I just am the person that puts up something .....it's not what I had in mind...but then I didn't know...I thought you told people...but if I could do it over...I would not tell anyone about my blog...I could start another one somewhere else I guess...but I have come to love this place...and so I shadow dance...never really laying the deep stuff out...like tonight when it is on my mind so strong I can taste it...no...I post a song and let it go...come over here where the traffic is not as heavy and write but still can't write what I want cause ...I have to shadow dance....