I guess I'm gonna haul my ass off to bed..nothin' goin on here...I don't have to babysit tomorrow but Bill goes into the hospital for tests and won't be home until Wednesday....then I babysit Wed and Thursday so I can't go see about him til Friday...maybe Thursday afternooon...depends on when she gets home...the week-end will be here before I know it and I'll have nothin' done...I'm goin to the spa tomorrow and steam...do something to relax...go to the good ole library and find something worth reading....I can't tell you how bad I feel about Bill...I can't even think about it..I want to write it all down...I have to have a camera now for sure...take lots of pictures...when Ronnie got killed it was quick..knife in...knife out...kissed me goodbye and never come home again....fucked up...it's all fucked up
I'm in a mood tonight for a little Dr John..remember what Mae West said.."so many men...so little time" ..now this Dr John makes me feel good all over...and since I'm in the mood to feel good all over...just got home from Bill's...we went out to eat and then we drove around the farm and fed the fish...I saw a baby deer on the way out..I have to get the camera...it was so cute..still has spots..all is well on the home front..I'm not gonna dwell on Bill and what is goin on with that..I can't think about it...I can't...not right now...live life as it's handed to me...it was almost to hot for fish today...not many came up to feed....person wanted to have a big fish fry all they would have to do is go down and feed those fish and take a dip net and haul all you'd ever need out...lordy there is a bunch of fish...about pan size to...I spent all day yesterday with my late husbands family...I very much enjoyed myself...just like goin home...my sister-in-law and I sat there and looked at tree's and shrubs we planted 20 years ago....had a great time...all my kids have called...all but Amy and I understand she is in the middle of a move...I read and relaxed...my money came out a little in my favor for the month..so I am a happy camper...you all have a great night and I'll chat at ya later Cracker
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..now this Dr John makes me feel good all over...and since I'm in the mood to feel good all over...just got home from Bill's...we went out to eat and then we drove around the farm and fed the fish...I saw a baby deer on the way out..I have to get the camera...it was so cute..still has spots..all is well on the home front..I'm not gonna dwell on Bill and what is goin on with that..I can't think about it...I can't...not right now...live life as it's handed to me...it was almost to hot for fish today...not many came up to feed....person wanted to have a big fish fry all they would have to do is go down and feed those fish and take a dip net and haul all you'd ever need out...lordy there is a bunch of fish...about pan size to...I spent all day yesterday with my late husbands family...I very much enjoyed myself...just like goin home...my sister-in-law and I sat there and looked at tree's and shrubs we planted 20 years ago....had a great time...all my kids have called...all but Amy and I understand she is in the middle of a move...I read and relaxed...my money came out a little in my favor for the month..so I am a happy camper...you all have a great night and I'll chat at ya later 
